Tis two DAy

THIS two day..i feel very down~
but need to keep happy..~
feel wan cry but cant cry..
but today...now..tis moment...i cry~!
why all the thing happen together ??!!
why all happen on me??!!!
WHY WHY WHY..!!!
last time i think i very sacre to die..
but now i feel tat die have nothing to scare!!
sometimes really feel wan die..!
u die...wat things also no need think....no need worry..!!
FRIEND...very important to me..
but i dont know wat they think ~
and sometimes even dont know wat they think bout~~
All people like to act~!!
ACT ACT ACT~!!!!
YOU sometimes very selfish..selfish until i very scare you.!!
YOU sometimes feel like dont want talk to me~~!!
i know ..i know..~~
but sometimes i feel YOU very friendly..!!
but...is it act??!
i dont know~we dont know~just YOU know~~
sometimes really dont know wat meaning is friend~
wat meaning is friend..??
anyone can giv me a most right answer?? anyone??
why some people can like that??
act dont know everythings??
every year will worry a same thing..~
you all not tired i will tired!!!
now...talk bout FAMILY..~
YOU change already...but we will know why YOU will change..~
but why can so serious..??!
first is this happen...now happen another things again~
so tired to help you solve all tat rubbish problem!!
I AM VERY SORRY ...MY lOVELY MUMMY AND DADDY~
I"M SO SORRY~SORRY~SORRY~
PLEASE FORGIVE ME~
i didnt mean want to help him cover..
just if let you know ...you will scold..~
we all so scare..
if you know wat ur respones?angry?worry?sad??
we didnt want to tell you is bcoz we think we can solve ..
we dont want you worry again...think again..
now you always worry bout the shop...
how to tell you..~
bcoz worry so din tell..
we didnt mean want to cheat you...~
VERY SORRY~~MUMMY.. BEGGING YOU PLEASE DONT CRY~
so tired to Tis HAPPEN!!feel want to die~~R.I.P !!